This past weeks had left me really down and troubled. I was lonely and sad. At times , i feel i am annoying, weak and pessimistic which i know made a lot of people uncomfortable and angry.


To you brother, I am sorry for not being able to show the same enthusiasm and energy i know you are passing unto the people around you. I am sorry to have boxed you out of my life when trouble came. Please understand that it's a matter i should undergo all by myself. Someday You'll go far, even beyond your own expectations, take it from me.



To you my sister, I am sorry for not showing the same affection and positivity i know you are selflessly giving unto me. Please know that everytime you say "smile, wag ka lungkot" i feel a little less down, and when you do it everyday i could have drowned in goodwill. Time will come we don't need to dream to escape. Soon reality will be bliss.



To you my special friend, I am sorry for not being able to match your kindness and selflessness. I value the times when you let yourself out for me. I am sorry for not being able to pray for you the way you are praying for me every night, you know i cannot pray. I wanted to but I cant. Maybe someday. A truck of chocolate sundae won't even match what you have given me.

You know who you guys are. Sorry for all those things. Please bear with me.